"Undermining my electoral viability since 2001."

Reunited...

I'm back from a long weekend offline. It was good. I have 238 emails to answer and a lot to catch up on, so if you're waiting to hear from me it might be a while. It seems that the much anticipated Dean - Lessig blog confluence happened. Here's the slashdot, which I've not read yet but will skim to see how it reads in the geek world. I'm glad to have been a very small part of setting that in motion, but the major kudos belong to Britt for being the first (the first I know of) to bring the idea up, and Zacker for hitting the iLaw and pressing the flesh.

The weekend was valuable. It wasn't a pleasure-fest, but I didn't expect it to be. There was a lot of digesting to be done, many lessons learned and a few ideas found. I am the tent. I'll write it all up as a feature sometime in the coming weeks; after I write up my interview with my Air Force friend. Time to hit the ground running.

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Out Here on the Perimiter

Out here at the OCF... trying to put the theory into practice. It's hard hard hard work, but maybe worth it; we'll see.

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Linked Egalitarian

Right now I'm reading Linked: The New Science of Social Networks by Albert-Laszlo Barabasi. It's cracking good stuff. Reminds me of some of the things I was writing in my little handmade journal this past spring, thinking about how people's media/news/information network informs their political awareness and general personhood. One thing the book has not addressed in all it's talk of egalitarianism and so forth is reciprocity in linkage. That is to say, in reality, all links are not equal: some are one-way streets, others are bi-directional. In most human relationships, it's a balance between the two. A real solid scientific analysis of interpersonal links would have to view them as vectors, but I'd settle for something that could take into account binary (one-way/two-way) directionality.

A few examples; someone who works a room, gladhanding with a message can make contact with 100 people. But that will be 100 one-way links unless this person happens to actually absorb something from someone else in the process of all the palm-pressing. The likelyhood that this person actually absorbs as much as they put out from all 100 of the people in the room is close to nil. Consumers purchasing the same products are all on the recieving end of a link. Web sites linking to internet "hubs" like Yahoo or Amazon are on the giving end. Thinking politically, it's not hard to see how television news and talk radio are largely uni-directional links; the proportion of viewers watching the show to viewer emails displayed on Wolf Blitzer must run into the 5th order of magnitude.

It would seem that egalitarianism and democracy in networks is contingent on some critical mass of bi-directional linkage. For all these reasons and more, I like our chances with the net. It's becoming more diverse and hard to define out here, in spite of all the commercial encroachment. Participation is on the rise. While there are still "hubs" and "connectors" and mega-popular power-law sites, there's also a lot of actual community forming out here as well; dense and lively clusters of voices which both individually and collectively represent a vibrant society.

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More Site Mojo

Ok, the new design is now site-wide. It makes some of the pages look a little wonky... I like big pictures and they don't work too well with the new layout, but whaddya gonna do? If you see anything really screwy, let me know.

I also peeked at my stats. I cracked 10,000 visits last month with more than 5,800 unique visitors. I figure that means most people stopped in more than once, which is kind of nice. I've been at this for close to two years now, and it does make me feel good. Hopefully it makes you feel good too.

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Around The Bend

Just so you know, I'm feeling a bit better now. I needed a juicebox and possibly a nap -- that'll have to wait -- but things are looking less disasterous now. Second wind and all. I mean, if reading this doesn't give you a little chuckle, then what can? Oh, Ari... bet he's counting the days until retirement.

If you're up for a little paranoia indulgence, there's this bit of sad news: one of the marines who participated in the operation to retrieve Pvt. Jessica Lynch died in an auto accident today. No explanation yet, just drove off the road en route to his girlfriend's. Supposed to propose to her real soon it says. Tragic stuff, and pretty coincidental too, considerinng the dodgy details around the "resuce operation/movie" and Pvt. Lynch's being sequestered in a military hospital under armed guard.

I'm not saying I believe the military killed him because the whole Iraq war farce is coming apart at the seams, but the thought did cross my mind. Too much X-Files when I was growing up probably. Maybe he just let the car drift: I've read before that many car "accidents" are really suicides, but that after the fact its almost impossible to tell. Some kid in my high school went out like that. The official story was accident, but everyone knew. Perhaps Josh Daniel Speer was wracked with guilt or shame or something else just eating him up inside, couldn't keep it together. War breaks people. Maybe it really was just an accident. Too bad this poor kid is dead in any case.

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Struggle

I've been taking a beating on all fronts. A weekend, a summer really, frought with frustration and disappointment, broken plans, disappearing dreams. We're learning again the difference between fantasy and reality, aren't we? I don't mean to sound depressing, but it's kind of been a shitstorm.

Our 4th of July party was busted by the cops for noise. At 8:45pm. On a Friday. On American's birthday. They didn't even tell us to keep it down; just clear them all out. The Bonobo Project eventually got to play in Chelsea's basement, more or less saving America, but the evening on the whole was still fractured and left me cold. Late night lonesome voicemail to the old girlfriend, who I'm missing a fucking lot more than I like to let on. Called to hear her voice on the message; that's where it's getting to be. Then the past two days I've been in linux server hell, and I'm still not clear yet. Probably dropping the ball in a big way, but I need to resolve this shit and get on to the next thing, because I think I'm going ulcerous. No money. No love. No fun. All work and no play makes Josh a dull boy. I still need that back massage.

The high points are few and flickering. I'm glad Howard Dean is kicking ass and taking names, but I'm starting to fear that my personal life might disintegrate before any of that begins to make a difference on my level. Soon I'll be out at the Country Fair which I hope will give some measure of respite, but that's a lot of work too. Feeling kind of dicey about Everything. Pessimism creeping in on a high-velocity fatigue vector.

Drop me a comment and give me some good news. I could use it.

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New Era

As you may have noticed, there's now a whole new look to outlandishjosh.com. I've tried for a little more simplicity and bit off many design tennants from movable type. Let me know what you think!

I'll take a bit for things to percolate into the interior of the site, but it'll happen in good time. I have wild tales and (thanks to Sister Brie) a bunch of decent pictures from the 4th of July festivities. I also got a chance to interview my Air Force friend, and I'll be posting something from that conversation pretty soon.

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Gladhanding

And before I cut out for the day, Americans For Dean has gotten some press in Wired. Guess I should make sure those forums are working and the announcement list is live!

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Happy Independence Day

J-mo tells me the NYC fireworks display(s) are officially being called, "The Lights Of Freedom." Don't quite know what to make of that, but my favorite freedom verbage so far has been Luke's idea that we re-coin booze as "freedom fuel." I'm off to a rockin' BBQ/Kegger/Concert. Should be fun. I'm taking on the task of setting up the wrastlin'; hoping to get some money riding on these annual friendly contests. I'll let you know how it turns out.

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And While We're At It

A quick hit of the ol' Politix. I did the Howard Dean meetup thing last night, which was good in all sorts of ways. We're starting to make real headway with the Americans For Dean project. It feels real good to be a Dean pusher right now; feels like revolution in the best possible way. Kos has some excellent commentary on what the doc's candidacy is doing to this country and to the Democratic party in particular. If the Dean machine keeps rolling and Bush keeps sticking his foot in his mouth, this could actually be a cakewalk. Of course, we all know it will be a mean dirty bastard of a dogfight, but in these balmy summer days, it's nice to dream a bit.

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