"Undermining my electoral viability since 2001."

I won

Out at the fundraiser for Frank and friends' production of Eric Bogosian's Suburbia tonight. It was good fun with good people for a good script. I think GirlPosse.com does it justice when they say:

Suburbia is a great play, gritty, real, packed full of issues, and coated with fun. It addresses Third world poltics (Globalisation), racism, sexuality, AIDS, femmism, gun control, drugs, alcholism, depression/mental illness/youth suicide, sex, pornography, mateship, leaving home, art, and delivers a strong and powerfully positive message about the potential of the individual. I can't imagine another play ever so acurately capturing the void and confusing faced by todays youth as they drift out of school and into an uncertain future.

They had a raffle at the fundraiser. I won a prize, the "cheap date." That's a magnum of merlot and a box of condoms. Oh boy; just what I need.

All snark aside, I'm looking forward to the show. It's a great piece of writing and still pretty relevant if not quite as edgy as it was first produced. The party was fun; good to be back in that mix of folks. It makes me think that great things might be possible with community support. As they say in the commercials, "Where you at? The whole city behind us."

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Romance

I used to consider myself a Romantic person. In some respects -- grand worldly and spirtual -- I still am, but in my own life's sphere this light has grown dim. I suppose my character remains the same, but without personal prospects its easy enough to become something of a sad old case about it. I could quickly become the kind of person who's susceptible to well-crafted commercials and low-quality romantic comedy. Perish the thought, but I feel it happening.

This page is now almost a year and a half out of date. What's the deal there, Koenig? I dunno. I supose I'm confused about what I want these days; don't really have any desire to be a guy who takes home girls he just kissed for the first time, but I'm no good at not kissing girls and sometimes they want me to follow them home, and at that point who am I to refuse them? At the same time, I'm in no position to be in a "real" relationship of any sort, scattered and flighty as I am. Yet part and parcel with that disillusionment with hookups, I long for substance. It's a catch 22.

Which is why I'm more or less convinced that Reason will not save me here. This is, in the end, a matter of the heart; that demands Romance, sputtering though my own engines of fancy may be. Trick of it is, I'm not really sure what that means in the context of my life. Time was I felt the tingle of possibility in every smoldering gaze, the power of all the universe in my sweaty bike-riding body as I stalked about the finer quarters of manhattan. Lately I'm restricted, cowed, hesitant. The spirit has no pasture in which to run free, even as I seek to unleash it.

And so it goes. In the area of love my life tends to be unconventional. The broad strokes are recognizable -- we're all human, thank goodness -- but the social minutae and specific bits are outside the mainstream. This is tough because I don't really have a model to follow; just groping my way along in the darkness like every other wannabe bohemian, hoping to strike something solid or rich or at least temporarily rewarding.

Cue up "Heart of Gold" and pour another bourbon, allright? I'll catch the rest of you tomorrow.

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Earth To Democrats

Update: Recommend the kos diary, get the meme going.

Update 2: It looks like I didn't break through. That's ok. I'll just work the idea up a little more. Here's another interesting angle: usury.

It's spelled W-E-D-G-E I-S-S-U-E:

Let me tell you something, ok? When Freepers sing Krugman's praises, and the king of righty bloggers comes down against the every Republican in the Senate there's something going on.

Oh, and the fact that Credit Card Debt (and that payday/title loan bullshit) constitute nothing less than 21st-Century sharecropping make reforming consumer credit the right thing to do. It's not just an electorial winner, it's consistent with your principles to boot. This wedge has your name written all over it. Do you want to pick up seats in 2006 or not?

It occurs to me that with a modest effort similar to what Matt and Bob and I did with There Is No Crisis we might actually get this on the national radar. I'd really rather the Chairman or someone of similar stature take the lead, but I'm not holding my breath.

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Continued Innovation from The Man

The producers of my favorite Dark, Sexy, Politicial Sci-Fi show continues to impress me with their innovation: Battlestar Galactica Director's Commentary via podcast.

Personally I still probably won't ever download one of these, but the fact that they're On The Ball enough to do this is really quite something. Maybe there's a future in Hollywood after all.

On another note, South By Southwest (SXSW) is offering the entirety of their musical lineup via bittorrent. This is something the major labels will have had to sign off on, so it too represents a big step forward in Industry Thought. Bravo for that.

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Fit In

Where to make a fit? It was a long long weekend. Conferencing and shmoozing and plotting and scheming and parties and the L-train was out so I've done about 50 miles on the bike too. Heavyweight reggae Texas Hold 'Em -- Draft Posner -- several blasts from the past. Girls, girls, girls (in an exhausting way). My nails are bitten down to the quick and I really just want to get 18 hours of sleep, maybe play some videogames and eat some Chineese food.

But what I need to do is plan. Plan the week, the month, the year. What needs to be ground out? What's the next big move? Maybe head to a park and lie in the Grass because it's almost 60 degrees outside and it's going to try to snow at least once more before Winter is finally broken. Maybe it's a lot of phone calls. Maybe it's both. I want that vision though. Something to tie it all together.

What do you think of the title "Alternative Media Mogul?" I kind of like it. Possible conflicts with Folk Hero? I dunno.

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GUNNER PALACE

See This Movie

And when you do, be prepared to laugh and to cry. Fucking seriously.

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Consumption Tax

Democrats are going to be in trouble on this consumption tax idea. I'm sitting in a cafe in Williamsburg Brooklyn and the 1st-wave hipsters (the ones who may actually be artists and have gotten their shit together to start a cafe, for instance) are lovin' it. "Gets rid of the IRS. Gets rid of accountants. They do it like that in Canada..." So they think.

The only counterarguments I've heard are hopelessly wonky and complex. I get why it's a bad idea. Here's what I would say.

  • A consumption tax is regressive. Working people spend more of their income on "consumption" than the wealthy. Even with large exemptions, this will shift the burdin of taxes off of rich people who can afford to put their income in investments and onto middle class and blue collar people who put their income into clothes, food, car, and other products.
  • Do you really trust George W. Bush and the Republicans to rewrite your tax code? Do you really think they will close all the corporate loopholes? Do you really think they're going to set up a system that's fair to working and middle-class people? They're a party of millionares who don't believe in social responsibility.

That's all I've got, and it's really not that good. Need graphs and shit to really sell it. Anyone? Anyone? Bueller?

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Night Thoughts

So the question before me, again, is what I want to do with my life. What are the things I want? I want happiness; happiness without remorse. That means, love, community, purpose. That means challenge. I don't know why I have this kind of insatiable, depraved drive for challenge. At various times I've felt near these things I say will give me happiness in my life, but it's never enough. It's never Everything.

Why do I chase Everything? It is my own death-wish perverse five-x brand of the American Dream? I'm not seeking dominion or fame or even fortune per se, just a sane place for myself in a community of peers in a civilization that's not going to collapse under the weight of its own thermodynamic excess. Is that too much to ask?

I'd like to see the world. I'd like to regain my self-respect. I'd like to be amazed again, to be agape at the world. I'd like to get my mind off the doomsday cycle, get into the divine fantastic again. I can imagine a great feathered future where romance is still the kind of thing that goes with a quick pulse and dizzy-quick flashes of human brilliance. The highest achievement of existence.

All these things swirl around my head on a windy, frigid thursday evening in New York. They're like ghosts, my memories of my dreams. You hear that, future? We're coming. That's what I thought, anyway.

It's true that I'm tired and worn out, that I'm still coping with feelings of failure and betrayal on something of a spiritual level. I'd just like something to believe in again. The crisis of meaning is huge. I still know how to do good things for other people, for causes and lovers and friends who need a hand, but I'm flummoxed at what to do on my own account. It's a dangerous situation, being without personal desire. Despair, depression and depravity are looming.

I revisit Praxis, this lengthy bit of writing I did two years ago when I was in a similar position. It all seems right still, and I'm not sure whether to be happy for the truth of my course or concerned that I'm spinning my wheels. I feel I aughtta get some more perspective. I still believe I can do just about anything I set my sights on. The question is where can I set those sights sharp and true. It remains an open issue.

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Hobo Jumbalaya

What, no comments on Foucault? It's Foucault, people.

I'm doing well; working lots. The Principles Project conference is this weekend. Should be interesting and fun.

Other than that I'm spending my days at the Atlas Cafe in trendy trendy bilzburg. My nights bouncing from one boozy spot to another. Currently crashing with Jeremy and Wes (photo soon) and plotting my next move. I may make a run up north to Peter's for a bit or perhaps going to ground with my comrade Franz. We shall see.

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Who Among Us Does Not Love Foucault?

So I'm chatting online with Dave, who's writing a paper. Here's something we cooked up for Discipline and Punish:

One of Foucault's points is that society (a.k.a. the system) maintains order (discipline) by creating data about individuals which can be used to categorize them and direct them in the way that society sees fit. Your credit rating, your grades, your "permanent record," these are all examples of ways in which civilization seeks to keep you in line. This isn't necessarily a bad thing -- Power isn't Evil -- but it's something to be congnizant about.

In the information age the real threats to order aren't malicious crackers. As it stands, they're not able to be directly destructive enough to undermine anything. It's just crime. And that's the point: people see and understand that what these people are doing is Wrong, and so there's little chance that their activities will catch on.

The real threats are things which threaten the order and seem Right. This is why the FBI came down so hard on Kevin Mitnick. He didn't steal or break anything; he just got access. His actions betray the ease with which the central position in the panopticon can be assumed. They undermine authority. This is why he's a folk hero of sorts online, and this is why they're making an example of him.

Another great instance of this is the Grokster case, where the dominant powers-that-be in the culture business are attempting to outlaw a technology based on the legal reasoning that it has the potential to violate copyright and therefore it must be prohibited. This goes against much of the American tradition (c.f. guns), but because the case is arcane it may succeed.

The threat to the current cultural regime is dual. On the one hand, there is the relatively minor threat that it feels naturally Right to share culture: to play music for your friends, make it available online, to remix and reuse, even if this is a violation of copyright. This is where they want to keep the debate. Even though the RIAA's party-line that file sharing hurts profits has been proven bogus (revenues and file sharing are both up over the past few years), they like to keep this frame on the debate, because it allows them to claim the moral, entrepreneurial and legal high ground. Even though they could monitize the impulse to share culture and reap huge profits, they don't. Why?

It's the other threat, the big one, the fact that unless they can lock down the power relationships which are being upset by technological progress, they will loose their seat in the center of the panopticon. They need to outlaw anything with the potential to violate copyright not to quack copyright violations, but to put a lid on p2p distribution and promotion. Without tight controls over these, the mainstram revenue stream will escape the current cultural power-elite.

There will always be a place for record labels and there will always be a place for phone companies. It's just that neither of these things need to be massive conglomorates anymore. I don't know how it will go down, but if we're going to escape the 1984 scenario, the information age must be defined by the network, not the panopticon.

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